I have to meet with my trainer in 30 minutes and all I want to do is go home.
I have been sitting here for about 45 minutes trying to think of excuses to stop
and give up. To stop and give up.
I have to weigh in tonight and have probably gained about 7 lbs this month alone. I am at the
exact same place I was almost 6 yrs ago when I gave up as well. I don’t think I have lost any
weight in 6 months and the only inspiration I can come up with to walk in that door tonight is
that I can get done 30 minutes later, go home and have a pizza and maybe some donuts to
go with it. Seriously. This is all I can think about.
I don’t know what the F**K to do, except give up.
In two hours, I doubt I will feel this same way, but I am sure I will be eating a pizza by then.
I just don’t know how to get past this point and get back to it. I haven’t figured it out for
the past 6 months and truly believe that I just simply won’t.
Just Simply Won’t